do you have it
Nov. 29th, 2023 06:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My dream is to turn my art into a career, somehow.
I don't want to work for a company and be making stuff that other people ask of me, but in order to make a living of my own original art and ideas, I have to have it. I don't have it.
Visually, my art is nice, but it just doesn't have the flare that other artists embed into their art- seemingly effortlessly, subconsciously even.
Sometimes I think it is because I'm not ill enough. I'm not very creative either. People think you have to be creative in order to create- it is a lie.
I don't want to work for a company and be making stuff that other people ask of me, but in order to make a living of my own original art and ideas, I have to have it. I don't have it.
Visually, my art is nice, but it just doesn't have the flare that other artists embed into their art- seemingly effortlessly, subconsciously even.
Sometimes I think it is because I'm not ill enough. I'm not very creative either. People think you have to be creative in order to create- it is a lie.