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dicknailI am so starved for male love I have to resort to affirming ASMR videos. I know more people probably listen to them than I'd expect, but its just so embarrassing. I feel really fucking ugly all the time.
My friend made a confession to me- over text, that whenever he's away from me for too long he begins to feel attracted to me, but once he sees me in person it all disappears. I think to him the concept of me is attractive, but not my actual person. It's wrong, but I imagine having sex with him and start to cry because I thought of how ugly I'd look in that situation and to him.
When we first met I felt some attraction to him, but those feelings left really quickly. Our friendship hasn't changed in the slightest after he confessed. The conversation wasn't awkward either, at least for me, it hurt though.
My friend made a confession to me- over text, that whenever he's away from me for too long he begins to feel attracted to me, but once he sees me in person it all disappears. I think to him the concept of me is attractive, but not my actual person. It's wrong, but I imagine having sex with him and start to cry because I thought of how ugly I'd look in that situation and to him.
When we first met I felt some attraction to him, but those feelings left really quickly. Our friendship hasn't changed in the slightest after he confessed. The conversation wasn't awkward either, at least for me, it hurt though.
