its cool to be sad

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My friends like that I am mentally ill because it makes me "interesting" because my brain works differently to theirs, but whenever I actually exhibit any mentally ill behaviours they switch up. These weren't even insane or obscene behaviours- like me withdrawing verbally for a day or two (I was still messaging them), being insecure about my appearance and fixating on my interests. I don't think these behaviours are crazy yet my friends- one in particular- gets irritated. They forget there's actual consequences to being ill and that its not just being 'quirky'. It pisses me off. Fuck you.