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dicknail ([personal profile] dicknail) wrote2023-11-24 08:40 pm

ugly on the inside, ugly from the back

To me there is a difference in feeling pretty and desirable.

When I feel desirable the feeling is in congruence with feeling exposed and disposable.

When I feel pretty I don't feel desirable.
I feel desirable when I'm bare, but I don't feel pretty.

I want to feel both at once, but it doesn't work like that.